geez just freakin come up to me and say "hey, didnt we hang out when we were younger" JUST ONCE. PLS PLS PLS.

"& I deleted all the pictures of me that I fell in love with for Robert. I didn't think I could ever love someone that much."
"& I deleted all the pictures of me that I fell in love with for Robert. I didn't think I could ever love someone that much."
"& I deleted all the pictures of me that I fell in love with for Robert. I didn't think I could ever love someone that much."
"& I deleted all the pictures of me that I fell in love with for Robert. I didn't think I could ever love someone that much."
"& I deleted all the pictures of me that I fell in love with for Robert. I didn't think I could ever love someone that much."
"& I deleted all the pictures of me that I fell in love with for Robert. I didn't think I could ever love someone that much."
"& I deleted all the pictures of me that I fell in love with for Robert. I didn't think I could ever love someone that much."
"& I deleted all the pictures of me that I fell in love with for Robert. I didn't think I could ever love someone that much."
"& I deleted all the pictures of me that I fell in love with for Robert. I didn't think I could ever love someone that much."
"& I deleted all the pictures of me that I fell in love with for Robert. I didn't think I could ever love someone that much."

you're a doll. a puppet with strings. if they say fly, you better get yourself some wings. literally.
do you even know what literally means? of course you dont.

friday was awesome. sean was the first one to come over [like always]. followed by jess and david, then melissa. first we had a difficult time trying to get the fire started, but after a couple tries we got it going. then we all decided to play the adult version of truth or dare. that was fun. then we went into the hot tub where we got even more intimate with each other. [i was incredibly surprised about how cool jessica was when we played TorD] we played truth or dare again, and then "i've never". and then after being in the hot tub for like 4 hours, we got out and everyone went home cept for melissa. so we went to go check on the fire that dad and john were keeping for us. it was all cool, but john kind of freaked us out a bit. then john crashed in the warehouse out back, and everyone else fell asleep. melissa stayed up till 4ish and i fell asleep around 5. [maybe]. woke up to mom frantic about not being able to find jessica, but i told her that she wasnt spending the night. then melissa and i went into the hot tub again. bahaha.


also, i recently discovered that john has been hiding his white van behind the boat and sleeping out in the warehouse. thats fucking creepy as hell. anyways, totally sounds like im rambling here, but idc. im cold. im tired. i cant sleep. im terrefied that if i do im gonig to have nightmares. i dont know why though.

http://www.uxcell.com/desktop-corded-hamburger-phone-telephone-like-the-movie-juno-yellow-p-2805.html

yeah if i have enough money after tomorrow, i swear to god i will fucking get this awesome-ass phone.

god i felt like writing, now i dont know what to write about.
fffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu